This Half In Review

It has come to my attention, of late, that this year has been pretty severe. It even began prior to January. Since then, a lot has yet still happened. I have days where I think things will be fine, and I have days where it feels like the world is going to come crashing down around me. It's pretty amazing just how relentless it can be.

I still hold out hope that things will be OK. It's just hard. It's hard when life has fundamentally changed everything, and you know that, no matter what happens from now on, there will always be something that has fundamentally cut you in a way from which you can't ever fully recover. I really just hope I can learn to live with the scar someday.

I'm going to will the second half of the year to be better. I haven't had a major breakdown in about a month and a half, which is a plus, but I fear I may have another. I never know when one will occur, but at least now I know a few tricks I can use to deal with them.

Here's to hoping the year improves for everybody!