Another Day To Fear

It's father's day. I'm a father. That's still strange to say and to think. When I found out the girl was pregnant, I was actually excited at the thought of my first father's day. No longer, though. Today's always going to be a problem for me. Today is another day I should be able to celebrate our child. Instead, I mourn.

I love you baby bear, and I miss you so much it hurts.